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[Nov. 27th, 2006|05:41 pm] |
I finally got to see what is inside of me making me pee all the time!! It moves a lot but actually looks like a mini baby. I asked the technician if she would be able to check the gender and she got a pic of it and said it looks like a girl. She let me hear the heartbeat after trying to get the baby to settle down. It was 156 beats. It kept poking itself in the head and it kicked at the ultrasound tool thing. You could see all the fingers and toes. She gave me her calculation on how far I am and she put me at 15 weeks and 5 days. Which is strange because that would mean I got pregnant during my last period. But my fiancee and I are really happy!!
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[Oct. 14th, 2006|01:34 am] |
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i have a quick question for the computer savvy out there. how do you get your browser page to fit the screen. i don't like scrolling from side to side to read stuff. any help would be appreciated |
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| our puppies |
[Oct. 13th, 2006|07:10 pm] |
figured i'd put them on here. here keeping the blonde one, and we're still looking for a home for the fluffball. |
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| the weird thing is that this is all true |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|01:08 am] |
| Your Birthdate: March 5 | 
You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.
Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower
Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom
Your power color: Tangerine
Your power symbol: Ace
Your power month: May |
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[Nov. 10th, 2005|03:26 am] |
i was reading a friends journal on xanga and i found this quote about me, of all people:
I see....so you're attracted to people who get drunk often, curses like a sailor, smokes like a chimney, and has already lost her virginity? Go figure.....so am i, but the girl i love is still a virgin.....so, at least SOME of us have morals.
Posted 9/26/2005 at 11:39 AM by darkness_within666
my only question is, who is this person that seems to know me so well? if anyone knows who that is, they are on xanga. i'd feel open to suggestions on who they are |
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[Oct. 25th, 2005|01:15 am] |
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i updated. work was fun tonite. i'm talking to buddy again. he's awesome |
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[Oct. 19th, 2005|11:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
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gah, select personnel needs to make up their damn minds. now they want me to come in tomorrow morning to get my badge and other stuff and they want me to start friday at pelco. i just spent the last couple of hours soldering. it was fun and i didn't burn myself once. but those fumes get to you. i feel like i'm high right now and i'm typing with my hand asleep. it is really interesting. i hope i get to school on time tomorrow so that i can ogle my teacher. it is fun, and he's very attractive |
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| alrighty now |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|06:51 pm] |
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i got a job!! i start monday at pelco and friday at 3 i have orientation. that's cool. it's electronic assembly which means lots of soldering. it also means i work from 3:45pm to 12:15 am. that's gonna be a lot of time without sleep. i guess i better get to work on being used to not having any!! |
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| players only love you when they're playing |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | buddy | ] |
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i talked to a guy named buddy for almost 6 hours today. i've never met him either. he's really nice, and i'd like to meet him. i don't even mind that he's 30 and has 4 kids, including a baby. the only bad part is that he lives in merced. i don't even know where the fuck that is. other than that, i've done squat today. i filled in my dogs usual holes. it's like my weekend workout. eh, at least it builds up my muscles. i need to take a shower now though. and i need to finish watching the incredibles. i like that movie. that's all for now |
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| glycerine? |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|07:25 pm] |
i have lots of energy and nothing to do with it. we emptied out our storage today, so now i have all my toys close at hand. i have too many toys. i found all my farm animals, so now i can play with them in the mud. i woke up at 4:20 this morning at my grandma's house. i wondered where littleone went because when i went to bed he was with me. then i came home and he was sleeping on my camo jacket on the floor. then i had a morning cig, and that was my last one in the pack :( dad gave me one at about 2 this afternoon, so maybe by tomorrow, i'll be done smoking. it helps that i've been feeling sick and everytime i smoke, i want to puke. i really hope that passes, i like smoking
i had my mid term in western civ. dane doesn't even want to talk to me anymore which is okay with me. bible flingers are a bit scary to talk to. everything they talk about has to do with god and it gets damn annoying. i'm still reading nightmares and dreamscapes. i love chattery teeth and now i want a pair.
i need to get back to playing neopets now. i've made 12,000np today and i think i just might be able to make a couple thousand more. i'm such a cheapo!! |
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[Oct. 11th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | fcc, guitar, kyle, sex | ] |
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what have i been up to lately? i talked to nemo for over an hour today. i really do miss him quite a lot. i learned that i fucked kenny up with my selfishness, so if i ever see him, i need to apologize soo much. and i don't apologize to people and actually mean it, which will make it harder. i've been talking to kyle a lot through myspace. i got laid over a week ago by 3 people. dirty llama. oh yeah, i broke up with my boyfriend last week. i told him i just didn't want one and he said okay but lately he's been all mopey, so i occupy myself elsewhere.
yesterday my dad gave me a really good idea. i told him this guy that sits next to me in guitar that is super good at playing, keeps smiling at me. i think he has a smiling problem. so my dad told me to sit there and watch him play until he notices, then lean over and tell him,"you're really good with your fingers" if he blushes, then i'll know where his mind is. probably the same place mine is most of the time.
i had a western civ test today and i think i did pretty good on it. i did the essay portion on muhammad and the founding of islam. i even learned the difference between shi'ites and sunnis muslims. that's all for now kids. bye |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2005|02:33 pm] |
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i'm hungry for some homemade waffles. not sex, real waffles. on grandma's waffle iron. porn is fun to watch. red dragon makes cool background music when you're talking. i need to go home. i stayed the night at jenn's. it feels weird to smoke inside a house. it's something i don't want to get used to. but i can't smoke inside at home so i won't get used to it. i want a pet cow. they're fun to pet. they lick your hands when you pet them |
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[Sep. 29th, 2005|07:47 pm] |
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and, i almost forgot. last night i dreamed that i died in a car accident. then i was slowly moving upward towards a heaven, and then i woke up. strange |
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[Sep. 27th, 2005|07:44 pm] |
yay!! ronnie unintentionally made my day. he came over and we were talking about kyle. i asked if he remembered me the next day. and ronnie said yes and that he wants me to go to whammo bass in coalinga in november. that'll be fun if i can go. i asked ronnie if he'd pick me up and he said sure, because my house is along the way.
i have now helped launch balloons as many times as trent. and ronnie, mike, and trent are all leaving me on friday and won't be back until next tuesday, the bastards. but ronnie said he'd get lots of pictures. i had an interesting talk with p-nut today. he said that when i break up with my boyfriend that he'd be my rebound. that's nice to know. i want sleep, but i need a shower. i've been shelling walnuts and my hands are stained. grandma said they'd be like that for a couple of weeks. the same thing happens every year.
i like pasta. it's yummy |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | love | ] |
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| | sublime: date rape | ] |
today was interesting. i woke up with some mosquito bites. they were itching all day and when i got home, i fell asleep. my uncle woke me up, so i went to grandma's and put some benadryl on them. now i have 12. i had five this morning. on top of that, i don't feel good, and my uncle keeps telling me i have west nile. it doesn't help that we've found 3 dead birds on our property alone. maybe i'll feel better tomorrow.
mmm, i've got a chicken pot pie sitting right in front of me. i love these things. i was thinking today about something albert once told me. he said that i'm just like a man. and in some ways i guess he's right. i'm not a relationship person. i like the freedom to choose what i want to do and with whom. with a significant other, you feel guilty when you do that. i hate feeling guilty.
and another thing. what is with everybody wanting to be loved? a lot of my friends say they're in love with eachother. how can you even have time for love? you have no idea what you want to do with life. i've never been in love with anyone, and it's so much better this way. i know what i want to do with my life, and there is no room for love. it gets in the way of your dreams. now, i do believe in lust. there's nothing wrong with that. and if you can satisfy that lust, then there will be no problem, right?
i'm done for now. i hate love. love for a friend i have, not love for someone that i want to marry and spend the rest of my life with. sometimes i do think i want to die alone. after all, every living creature on earth dies alone. nite |
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| a sad day in september |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|07:19 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | dane, fish | ] |
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well, i admit, i do love thunderstorms. and what was weird was, after the storm moved over at about 9pm last night, the power went out. we called pg&e and they kept saying it'll be right on. when me and dad got up this morning it was still off. so we left, thinking it'd come on. it didn't come on until one fucking pm today. that was 16 hours that all the aquariums were turned off. and guess what fucking happened. most of the fish died in the saltwater aquariums. my fish are fine, the bastards just won't die. but our yellow tang, tango was her name, is dead. my green serpentine brittle star, whose legs are about 9 inches long each, is in his death throes. our 8 line wrasse died in the biggest tank, along with the fire hawk that was in that tank. the hawk had red eyes still. in the 35 gallon, the white eyed fire hawk was dead, along with an 8 year old blue tang, who just happened to look just like dori from finding nemo.
that really pisses me off. dad called pg&e and they said they'd send him a claim form. grr
on a lighter note, as of last night i am now officially going out with dane. he's a pretty awesome guy and i like him quite a lot.
now, i must go pull starfish out of the tank and freeze him. g'nite everybody |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|06:34 pm] |
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i have a job interview at select personnel tomorrow. that's interesting, considering i didn't do like grandma and lucy told me to and call them and check up on everything. i hope it goes well ~llama~ |
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